you may be flat but you're breathing

Underneath, it's like when getting what you want doesn't even make you happy anymore.  As if you want to be loved, accepted and cared for unconditionally and somehow in getting that, you manage to shift your ideas about whose role is what and where you stand or how you think people should react to you but they won't.  It's insanely maddening!  Because on the one hand, you don't want to be the person you are when you're around them but yet, you can't stand the person you are when you're without them.  And you constantly question your motives and overanalyze and you play music like somehow that's going to explain your life away.  Has the world gone completely insane or have you just finally found a picture on the wall that doesn't actually belong to you?  Oh and of course, you would get to the point where you don't even know what you're saying anymore.  


There are 6 Comments for you may be flat but you're breathing

A friend of mine asked me yesterday if I'm on drugs. I think I'll take the easy way out and say... YES!
I can identify so. Sometimes I wish my brain would just shut the hell up and let my heart take over. I can think myself into a frenzy. By the way, yes ... the whole frickin' world has gone insane. But you know, the insane don't really know they're insane ... which makes me wonder ... am I insane too? I love you, Deeds! Mucho much!
I totally understand. I have felt that way before.
Yep. You're nuckin futs. If your doc has you on some new drugs, look them up at WebMD and check them for side effects.

/cupcake dance!
Just be YOU : ) It'll all work out!
As confusing as it all is I know exactly where you are coming from. The whole issue is so frusterating and it makes you want to pull your hair out but for me I think it all has to do with not truly knowing who you are supposed to be and being unhappy with life the way it is. I don't know..think I am just babbling.

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